I can't believe the last time I posted here was about 2 months ago! Gee time passes by way too quickly! And loads of stuff have happened ever since.

Well, I had my last exam in college on May 17th and I was so happy the semester was over! Unbelievable how tired and sorry for the word I am going to use but I was also really pissed! I did pass all my classes but what I am most proud of is the result of the exposition we did about wicca. Our team got the highest grade and we got so many great comments about it as well. I was very proud of what we did Marie-Priscille, Cindy and I even if we encountered so many problems during the semester. I can't deny that we worked just so hard, I was worn out when it was all over. Honestly, the final exam for that class was the last thing on my mind. I had too much stuff to worry about!

Also, I did celebrate the end of the semester quite well. I went out the night before my last exam along with isabelle, Julie, Nancy and Alex. Nancy and Julie were already drunk as they have been in that bar for god knows how many hours before Isa and I joined them. The following night, we had the "official" party and there was a little gathering at my place before going to the Monkey. We were 13 in my apartment? 12 or 13, I can't remember precisely. But man we had fun... Mel and Daniel gave a pretty goood show dancing on Britney Spears "Oooops I did it again". *lol* Melissa and her brother came to join us at my place and then we left for the Monkey which is quite close to my place and Julie and Alex (again) were there, waiting for us. The whole evening was a total blast. Didn't had too much to drink but danced a lot, fllirted a bit too. Mel and Isabelle came here for the night.

The week after it was U2's concert. Julie, Alex and I spent the whole weekend in Montreal. Yeah I know, my ex was around way too much these days. The day we left for Montreal, I was coming back from my parents place so it was unpacking my stuff from my other trip and packing again for a new one. while I was at my parents place, I went to the hair dresser and I got a hair cut... gee I regret it. I miss my previous hairdo, it was so practical... at least, hair is growing back.... nothing like I am bald. But I had my bright red streaks done too. Well we left for Mtl on May 25th, the concert was on the 27th. Julie and i were staying at Nadia's who is a friend of Julie and Alex was going to stay at his cousin Samuel's place. The fist night, Julie, Nadia, some of Nadia's friends and I went to this bar called : "Bleu et Noir" and it was pretty cool. We did close the bar and we got back at Nadia's place around 5 am. On the 26th, I called my friend Stéphane to arrange a meeting and he did come and see us that night at the Foufounes Électriques. We got all so drunk : Alex, Julie, Nadia, Samuel, Geneviève (Sam's step-sis) and I. Stéphane didn't stayed long enough to see that but he did stayed long enough for us to really connect in some way. It was really strange, the minute I saw his eyes, I knew something was up and not just that, it's like we already knew each other. Weird feeling. But before he left, I did kiss him, a quick peck on the lips and yes he did respond to my kiss. I was kinda surprised I did it and no beer was not affecting my brain cells ...yet.... because later that night, I had a talk with Alex, our first real talk since all that darn mess and again we talked about the "us" thing... made me really angry... and something happened with his cousin Samuel, but anyways, we were drunk. Julie and I met some guys from New-Brunswick that were going to see U2 as well. It was kind of funny. Again, we closed the bar and we all went to our respective homes. I didn't had a lot of sleep as too much was going on in my head. On Sunday, I did call Stéphane and we went together for breakfast-lunch. So we had more time to really talk. That young man is an amazing person. One of the sweetest guys I know, maybe too sweet. He showed me a picture of his 2 year old daughter and she is so cute! It was something to see the sparkle in his eyes when he showed me the picture.

Now the big part... U2's concert... IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for using the caps but it was so great... we had great places at the Molson Center and I just had the best time. I almost cried when they played my song... "With or without you".... I have always loved that song and to hear it live was quite something but now this song has a different meaning because of something that has happened 2 weeks ago but I'll keep it quiet as I don,t want to ruin this beautiful souvenir of that weekend. Back to U2 now... it was WOW.... Bono, he's so sensual, so sexy, he's got it all! I would honestly gie anything to have the chance to see them again in concert. I have been loving them for so long... :) another amazing moment of that concert was when they sang "Sunday Bloody Sunday", the crowd went wild, they turn on the lights and everyone was singing... I think U2 was as surprised as I was! The energy, electricity, was simply amazing! As soon as the concert was over, we had to find Alex near the Molson Center and then we were on our way back to Québec. We got here it was almost 3 am and I had to get up really early as it was my first day at work.

Well this summer, I work at the Health and Social Services Ministery in my town. Well paid, cool schedule... but the job is a real bore! *lol* The fist day at work was really hard as I didn,t had too much sleep that weekend. But as soon the first day was over, it was ok. I went to see another concert on June 11th. I have seen Depeche Mode, it was the first concert for their Exciter tour. It was so great even if I had not heard one song of their new album. My only critic, they didn,t played enough of their old hits like : Strange love, Just can't get enough, Policy of truth.... It was great, not as great as U2 was though.

Of course the weekend of June 8-9-10 was very special... extremely special... magnificent...wonderful... dreamy... Actually, I have never dreamt of anything like this before... but now I am confused in some ways... But all I can say, I would give anything to spend another weekend like this... *hint hint hint* :)

Nothing else has happened ever since... nah not nothing else, but I should say not much has happened.... went shopping with Nancy, we went to the restaurant too, we talked about men... I tried to call Alex too as I had heard he was not doing too well, I just wanted some news but too bad, I could not reach him. Not much is planned for this week... planning a few beauty salon appointments, Julie celebrates her 24th b-day next saturday so I might go there... don't want to spend 20$ for a cab to go there though. Talking about birthdays.. I have to start thinking about my b-day gift... :( my 27th b-day gift... aaaaaarrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! going to turn 27... awful! At least I still look 22-23 but I feel that way... Oh, before I forget, I called Sabrina too. I miss that girl... we had a really great talk...long distance for almost 3 hours! *lol* Bell is going to love me!

Ok, sleepless night for me but I'm in a mood to download a few songs at Aimster... and then I'll go and get ready for work.... I hate sleepless nights... :þ See ya soon........ next time i write, I will update m site too... just need to find time to design the pages too... :þ

Gee am I normal this week or what? *lol* I posted yesterday and here I am, posting again! *lol* Well I just talked to my ex for the first time since the break up and we had a nice little talk. Very friendly I must say. The girls and i with a few guys of our group are going out tonight to the actual bar I met my ex. He told me he's going to be there so I think we will have a little talk together. Nah, nothing bad, just a little talk about our friendship. I think that first meeting is going to be kinda easy. The talk was lovely so I don't think I will need to act like an ice queen. And I think it would be a huuuggggggeeeeeeee mistake if I do that. It's a good thing we decided to remain friends as we are getting along really well. The only thing I have fears about is the moment I'll see his eyes. He has the most incredible and most beautiful green eyes I have ever seen! :O)

I visited emode.com and here's what they told me about my dream guy *lol*

The Preppy Guy

"If he's conservative, friendly, and clean-cut, he's just your type! You fallhard and fast for the Preppy guy. Whether it's because of his handsome appearance orhis impeccable hygiene, this guy's a safe bet! He's fun and social withoutbeing immature or wild. Your guy's refined, runs with a cool crowd, and hasa little cockiness thrown in for good measure. This Yuppie male is alwaysput together well. He's just cool, calm, and collected. Another quality thatdraws you to him is his ambition. He aims for success and follows whateverpath will lead him there. You respect how he always makes time for hisfriends and has a tendency to be a little goofy. With this cheeky,well-groomed guy, you can rest assured that you'll live the American dream! "

*lol* I always had a thing for preppies! :O) And here's what they told about being a sex goddess! *lmao*

A brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken!
The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being,
HESTIA, the Goddess of Family and Peace.
She's a deity who embraces all the aspects of womanhood. As a woman in her image, you exude femininity and sensuality.
You view men as the perfect counterpart to your womanly ways. But you probably don't appreciate casual encounters. Rather, you prefer purity and tradition. Because of these predilections, you tend to attract men who understand your nature and possess maturity and seriousness beyond their years. When you finally arrive at the bedroom and your divine qualities are released, you reveal such sensuality that the experience is unforgettable. In other words, with the right guy, you really know how to get wild in the sack. In fact, when the mood strikes, you can easily drive your man crazy. But out of respect for your inner nature, you require love and devotion from your partners. You are an attentive and giving lover who knows how to make your man feel sexy, appreciated, and fulfilled. When you show your stuff, it's like a light shines down from the heavens. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

Well I never thought that about myself! Ok enough crappy stuff for tonight! I know I will have a wonderful time tonight and that I am going to laugh my ass off totally! Have a good nighhhhtttt!! :O)

What a weird, funny and pathetic week that was. It was really funny because of all the expo stuff. It gave me some energy. We got amazing comments either directly from the people of our program, either in the guestbook or the website guestbook. I never thought i would be that proud of that expo. It was really sad to remove it all from the boards and showcases this morning. I don't think I have to worry about the result as I am pretty sure we will get an excellent grade. I even got the answer to the question I was asking myself way ahead of time. I was kind of hoping we impressed the teacher and someone told me that we really did impressed him! Woooohoooooo! :) I took some pics last Tuesday and hpefully they will turn out right.

Tuesday was a weird day. Well Alex, who was my boyfriend then came to see the expo and he really did like it. I am glad he did. After we wet to this restaurant, kinda looks like an American Diner of the 50's and he broke up with me! I would give anything to see the face I made when I realised I was being dumped. It's the first time I am dumped. His reason : he can't deal with our differences. After I want to get to know you better, it's we are so much different! he's young, some dayhe will realise that being alike is not always the best thing. I can't deny that I just love his hugs and I am going to miss those. We decided to remain friends as we are getting along sooo well. Maybe something else will happen in the future but I don't get my hopes up, if something happens good, if not, just too bad and life must go on. I have never cried over a man and I am not about to start. Ok, I know it sounds like I am a a meanie but it's the truth, I have never ever cried for a guy. Tomorrow night I am going out with the girls and some people of our group. We need to relax and drink a good old beer! I know Alex will be there and I don't know how I will react when I see him and his beautiful emerald green eyes. hopefully I can act like an ice queen, it's going to be so much easier if I can do this.

Well the rush is almost over in college. I gave all my term papers this week. Marie-P, Cindy and I still have to write the expo report due next Friday and we have to prepare the exposé we have to do for that class. I have 1 exam next week and that's it. The exam will be first thing Monday morning @ 8 am. After the exam, we are supposed to meet up with the teacher to talk about our expositions. I just can't wait for that! :O) Can't wait to his comments!

After a break up, normally I shouldbe really down right? But I don't feel down at all. I was down on Wed. but yesterday and today I am kind of feeling hyperactive. We'll see if I still feel that way tomorrow night! *lol* Ok, better stop here as I have a few things to do! Have a good evening... see ya soon! :O)

I am just so confused right now and I do hate it. I have the feeling I am going to lose someone that is so dear to my heart and that because of a guy I met recently. A guy who is interested in me. I asked that friend some advice and he told me to do what my heart says. Aaaarrrgggghhhhhh I just hate it! The guy I am talking about is very sweet but the friend I am afraid to loose is also a real sweetie who brought nothing but joy to my life ever since I met him a year ago. I hope I will find an answer to all my questions soon because all of this is bugging me big time. And it's no time for me to stress as I have too much stuff to do with college!

Ok, change of subject now... My expo thingy is now all done. I woked on that all day yesterday along with Marie-P and Cindy. We prepared our showcases and stuff... It's just soooooooooo cute! I am very very proud of the job I did, sorry, we did! I saw a lot of people reading our stuff which is soooo cool. Anyway, I should get back to work! 'Til next time!

Ouch! It's getting kind of pathetic! *lol* One of the new years resolutions was to update my blog at least once a week! Ouch! Last time I posted here was almost 3 weeks ago and I remember on that day it was raining cats and dogs, my mascara was running so I looked like a raccoon and my hair was soooooo curly! *lol*

It's unbelievable all the work I have to get done for tomorrow. As the girls and I will start to glue our expo labels on thick red paper. And I am soooo tired! *lol* I went out on Friday night with Julie, Luce, Nancy, Gen, Daniel, Julien and Mathieu. We went to thsi bar called Le St-Josef. It was my first time there and it was kinda interesting. The music was good and they have the best dj ever. I have met a few of Julie's friends like her boyfriend's cousin, Alex and Eric who is a friend of Alex. Both were kinda cute. *blushing* But too young for me! *lol* Of course, we all had too much to drink! Nancy dropped me here around 4 am and the worst was that I had to get up early yesterday. My Dad was coming yesterday and he had a good laugh at me because I looked soooooo pathetic. Splitting headache, smelling like I have taken my shower in beer and cigarettes smoke. Eeeewwwwww! *lol*

I know I will hear about that night tomorrow! I'm pretty sure Luce will tease me a bit! *lol* Ok, I stop here as I need to get my butt back to work! 'Til next time!